Reverberation
Well that's all over with and I'm back home safe and sound. I'm not really feeling like writing or being over creative. I'm not feeling really enthusiastic about jumping back into my eating and exercise routine, I think I just need some time to unwind and be alone for a little while after all that time spent in a car with three of my relatives. Thankfully I don't have to go back to work until Wednesday, so I have some time to relax.
Once I got home last night I just had this overwhelming feeling of being alone, the cats were still over at the soon-to-be ex-wife's apartment and all of my friends were out of pocket. Odd as it may seem I felt alone, but didn't really want to be around anyone. As I think on it now it may just have been that I didn't know what to do with myself once I was alone and free of my family. I found myself actually thinking I should have staid the night and left this morning…I was feeling lonely.
I'm glad I'm back though, I have a lot I want to write about, but I'm not feeling very inspired to sit and actually punch it out. I snagged an old guitar tutorial CD that my dad had bought a few years ago and never used, so I've been plucking away on that and it's helped sooth my mood. So, here we go into the new year…yippee!