Bleh
I'm afraid to come out and say it, but I am in no way at all enthused about Christmas. I'm not feeling all humbug or anything. The holiday just isn't registering with me this year. I guess this may be because I'm getting older or it could be because of the circumstances in my life right now, but honestly I can't figure it out. Not having money to buy presents isn't helping I'm sure, I feel pretty rotten about not being able to buy anything for anyone, not that I was ever a good gift buyer anyway.
No decorations or tree are in the apartment and I usually, at least, do that or I did when I was single before. I'm leaving Thursday to go spend Christmas with the family and then we're taking a whirl-wind trip to the Grand Canyon, so it really would be a waste to decorate seeing as I won't be there. At least I'm not bitter, depressed or angry about this holiday spirit, I'm just not particularly moved…so I suppose that leaves room for improvement next year.
Ho Ho…Ho