Don't step on the mugrats
I'm really sleepy today, even the coffee is having little effect. My wife is a night person and comes awake around 9:30 or 10:00 and then proceeds to get hyper and keep me up till midnight. Then I have to get up before 7:00, which rarely happens, to get ready to come to work. By the end of the work day I'm just terribly terribly pooped.
I'm feeling very stagnant lately, at least that's what I think I'm feeling...it could be the weight gain or something else. But whatever it is I really think that it has to do with feeling like my life isn't going anywhere, but more to the point that my life doing anything is dependant on my wife finishing school. Not to say that I'm really unhappy with anything, my marriage is good and I love my wife a great deal, but I feel frustrated by my seeming inability to enforce change in several situations. Primarily credit card debit is the biggest bugbear, once my wife gets out of school and starts working we'll be able to pay them off fairly quickly, but until then it just sits there hanging over our heads and that is just plain annoying. I suppose what I need most is patience, but I wasn't bred for it...I want it now!